The people stood far off, while Moses drew near to the thick darkness where God was. Exodus 20:21 ESV
What I tell you in the dark, say in the light, and what you hear whispered, proclaim on the housetops. Matthew 10:27 ESV
I will give you the treasures of darkness and the hoards in secret places, that you may know that it is I, the LORD, the God of Israel, who call you by your name. Isaiah 45:3 ESV
Note where Moses had to go to meet with God – into the ‘thick darkness.’ What a description! Try to imagine the difference between simply being in the dark and being in the ‘thick’ darkness. Sounds quite foreboding doesn’t it?
It would seem that the adjective ‘thick’ implies something that can be felt, not just seen. It is a darkness that it total, overwhelming and scary. Perhaps it’s similar to being in a large underground cave where all lights extinguished. It’s an eerie feeling for sure when you can’t see your hand in front of your face. But it is in this kind of absolute darkness of soul that God invites us to meet with Him and He speaks to our innermost character.
Our tendencies are to run away from and recoil from the darkness. We plead with God to remove it or shine some light within. But it is in this foreboding darkness of soul that the Lord speaks, for He has our undivided attention with no other sensory distractions other than our own thoughts. It is in the ‘thick darkness’ that we can hear the still, small voice of God piercing through into our hearts and bringing comfort, hope and assurance.
When we hear His voice, we begin to realize that He intends to use our darkness to bring new life within us. And He gives a new life message that will transform us forever when we exit the darkness. It is a platform of influence that we never would have had, had we not experienced Him in the darkness. We exit the darkness with a new-found strength and message that He intends for us to share. “What I tell you in the dark, say in the light…”
Therefore, do not shrink back from the darkness you may be facing. Embrace it. Plunge into it. For in this darkness you will find the treasures of God Himself and the life-changing messages that He will give you. He promises, “I will give you the treasures of darkness…”
He will see you through the darkness into the light. When you exit, you will be forever changed more into His image than when you entered. And He will use you as His instrument in ways you had not dreamed or imagined.
“When my schoolroom is darkened, I see most.” Charles Spurgeon